I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I don't wanna have kids anymore... =(
yesterday's parents were strict, today's parents are atrocious.. parents of the future are worse? I don't know .. muahahaA~
Today did i realise that parents of today are a confused bunch. Haha.. why do i say so? Coz today I just gave tuition to both my kids (Zhen Xiong n Yu Min). Their parents are perhaps about 30-40 yrs old, erm.. educated in some sense. ZX's mummy is a real pain in the ass coz she's so paranoid about her son's results. She makes it sound as though her son's Pri4 CA grades are all that she and ZX are living for. Gosh~ She criticises my teaching and even accused me of not being a experienced tuition teacher! What the heck! Gosh.. if she is so smart, she won't need a tuition teacher.. n I won't be wasting my precious 2 hours teaching a boy who treats me like trash. Man! Why do guys and even young boys treat me like trash?! Gosh~ Guys really suck. hahaA~ oops.
Well, this lunatic woman screams at her children like nobody's around (I'm invisible to her i think). She scolds them and canes them. Her husband too. Gosh, I've seen ZX with cane wounds, and it is depressing. However, the boy is to blame la. Coz no matter how harshly you scold him, he is not remorseful at all. He is such a smart intelligent boy who is so irritating and really testing both his parents and MY patience. His brother is just like him. Oh GOD! help me.. (thou shalt not say God's name in vain. I have sinned!) But i really need to cry out to God for help man.
Well, YM's mum is m'sian. So she isn't too picky about my teaching coz she's very appreciative that a teacher is willing to sit down with her child and teach. Her past few tuition teachers have all left coz they don't have the patience to teach her- she's a slow learner. However, she's quite harsh with her daughter at times. but not as bad as Feng Po ZX's mum. She has 5 kids in total, and all equally well behaved girls. They are sweet but I think she tends to neglect her kids and just leave them to do whatever they want. YM lacks self discipline, that's what I'm sure of.
After thinking, I've decided that if i can't be a good parent, I won't be a parent at all. I mean, what is the point of having children when you are going to like abuse them verbally, physically and emotionally. They are not in this world to be our "vent your frustration on me" dummies. Children need to be loved, only then can they develop to their fullest potential.
I don't know if ZX's mum loves him, but all i know is that if she goes on parenting in the way she is doing so... She's going to have a bad time when her 3 BOYS are teens. All hell will break loose. Trust me.
I love children but I don't think I want to have children anymore. Gone are the days where I brag to friends that I'm gonna have 3-5 kids. Gosh.. I must have really thought that I was in this world to be a human sow. Haha~ just joking. But ya, I don't want to expose my children to possible abuse from me, the influences of the World and the pain and unhappiness present around us. I mean, I would rather live on a remote island and have lots of kids coz I know we are safe within our boundary. But com'on, when will i have $100 million to buy a whole island??? I think not in this lifetime. haha..
But anyhow, I might change my mind if ever when the time is right. But let say, I do get married in future, then I'd want a kid coz he/she is gonna be the fruit of our love. hahaAAA~ Corny. hehe.. ya... (Can't believe i typed that. haha)
*sMiLeZzz*
Take care and God Bless one and all. *queen pat*
7:02 PM
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