Friday, March 31, 2006
Clownie n ME!!!
shocking! he wants to shoot me.. lol! well, mr. calvin sooo act cute.. hehe.. dun mind dying in his hands la. hahahahaha...
the queen and her loyal subject the clown!!! queen is gorgeous hor.. the clown ain't too bad either.. he looks gd here.. ;) 
Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS. EUNICE.. hehe.. She's 18!!! Woah.. partial freedom le.. hehe.. Time to get the driving lessons and license baby!!! She looked really nice in her new outfit.. haha.. which she bought during a shopping spree.. Anyway, it's just that i realised how much we've grown up together... How big we have all become and how soon we're gonna be adults.. and that we're no longer KIDS. sheesh... *sigh*
Well, me, mr. calvin and ms. eunice popped by causeway point to watch ICE AGE2.. it was sooo nice!!! funny and hilarious.. love the movie lor.. the 3 of us were laughing like mad coz the characters were sooo amusing.. the plot was interesting too..
me and mr. calvin's plan of watching v for vendetta were ruined when we realised that the movie was either too early or too late.. sigh... and so we ended up eating sakae sushi at eunice's work place.. haha.. finally got to see the mr.james too... ms. eunice often raves about this colleague of hers btw.
today was really like the tour of the ulu north.. first was causeway point, followed by sun plaza and then sembawang shopping centre and we ended off our tour in north point. haha... it was soo funny coz mr. calvin was like, "these places are really ulu lor".. haha... which i can't help but agree.. suddenly i didn't know where to bring him around.. hehe.. but anyhow, we have the neoprint machine to thank!!! hehe.. we took neoprints!!! something which i haven't done in ages.. NICE NOT!? haha.. lol! i tink i look piggie in them... shucks.. but anyhow, i hope mr.calvin enjoyed his tour of the North.. heE!
lastly, happy birthday once again ms.eunice.. luv ya gal!!!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:10 PM
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody's breaking up
And throwing their love away
but I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better
I must Stickwitu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
That's why I say
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must a stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu
And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And nowI'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby I'm with you, baby you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu
Forever
Nobody's gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu
Forever
Nobody's gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how ta appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu
Pussycat Dolls rocks!!! Recently addicted to their songs... hehe.. =) Listen to their album!!! It rocks!!!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
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Monday, March 27, 2006
Winnie the Pooh n Friends!!!
Haha... everyone knows i love winnie the pooh and friends and that it's on my laptop, in my handphone... shown in the things i use.. haha.. faint!!! but then, i got a new addition to my collection!! yippeE!!! haha... my dear gave me a lil' pillow which i have been wanting to buy.. but didn't.. haha... so happy.. that i kept posing with it n using my handphone to take photos of myself... I think i don't look too bad or piggie.. considering the lack of sleep and heavy eye bags that i have.. haha... yeah! think i should model for winnie the pooh man.. hahaha...
anyway, thanks to mr.calvin for being such a sweetie.. n buying the pillow for me.. which i have no idea when he bought it.. coz we saw it a long time ago... still.. THANKS!!! haha.. i'm so easily contented hor.. hehe.. ^.^ thanks again!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
9:21 PM
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
Egoistic Biatch
It took me a really long time to swallow my pride and think back and realise what an egoistic biatch i am.
I realised that all i care is myself and that i often neglect the ones who care a lot for me.
I realised that i just think i'm the one correct.
I realised that i don't show my appreciation to the ones i love.
I realised that i take certain people for granted.
I realised that i don't tell people my real feelings for fear of just losing them.
I realised that i always have no sense of priority.
I realised that i don't tell people my real feelings again.. because i thought it was a sign of weakness.
I realised that i have become so independent that i just choose not to depend on others.
*wake up pat*
mr. calvin, i know that sometimes, i make weird comments, do weird stuff and sometimes even have the weirdest kind of explanation/justification for my actions. i can't bring myself to say what i really feel, just because i have this huge ego and i have been trained to just accept things and just go with the flow instead. i've learnt not to depend on other people all these years because i'm always alone (only child ma) and so, this characteristic is with me.
well, i just don't want you to feel obliged to do things for me and i just don't want u to feel that i'm a burden to u.. i just dun wan u to feel that i'm sooo "ma-fan"... and lastly i dun wan you to feel that i'm a form of restriction to u... *sigh*
so, give me some time. to be used to this dependence i have on u. to be used to having you as my pillar. to be used to the fact that there's someone who's willing to let me depend on. to be used to the fact that there's someone who is there for me to depend on. to be used to just having you.
and sometimes, i just dun really mean whatever i say. sometimes, i say things out of spite or without thinking. sometimes, i say things after rationalising that it's a politically correct answer. sometimes, i just blabber.
but always remember that u mean a lot to me. even if u dun seem to think so or be sure of. well, that's coz u just dunno yet.
hope that u finish reading this post, with a clearer understanding of this girl u're stuck with as ur girlfriend.. hee.. lastly, i luv u sweetie...
take care. God bless.
*peace*
p.s.: sorry to those who have to read through this. haha..
*queen pat*
10:37 PM
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Friday, March 24, 2006
My Piano
Its black and white ivory keys.
Its shiny black exterior.
Its 3 lovely pedals.
Neglected over time.
It stands at a corner.
Ignored by its owner.
It needs attention.
Silent sighs and cries gone unnoticed.
But today, its owner paid attention to it and played.
Even though it sounded horrid,
it was contented that at least it has been played.
wrong key.
wrong timing.
wrong emotions.
but it just felt right.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:44 AM
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Follow Through - Gavin Degraw
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I,haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet
So,since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you'll have to follow through
You have to follow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart
So,since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you'll have to follow through
You have to follow through
The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I watched Laws of Attraction on Star Movies this afternoon. Haha.. i felt i deserved the mini break and just sat and watched the romantic movie while eating my dinner. Pierce Brosnan is sooo hot!!! haha.. But overall the movie was really sweet and really a v untypical plot... I mean, it really makes a lot of sense. This song was played in the movie and i thought it was really nice. It's a nice movie to catch... For those who haven't watched it yet, go catch it. hehe.. :) Enjoy!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
9:14 PM
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Monday, March 20, 2006
2 Years
It's been 2 years...
2 years since you left...
2 years have gone past...
I wonder where you are now...
Things are pretty much the same down here...
Wonder how it is over there...
Your picture's still in my book...
Your smile is still in my memories...
You are still you in my mind...
It's been 2 years...
Forgive me.
For all my wrong judgements...
Forgive me.
For not being able to say a proper Good bye...
Forgive me.
In Memory of Suresh... (16.03.2004)Some days are meant to be remembered. It's just one of those days.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:08 AM
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
Exercise!!!
I haven't been exercising since my jc school days and my exercise routine just went down hill as Uni started. Everyone knows that I'm really 'into' sports and that it is said by ms.ranjani that "I am a crazy gal who loves running". But all the passion for running just disappeared when knee and ankle problems set in. It sucked.
But i just couldn't take it anymore!!! SO OFF I WENT ON A RUNNING SPREE!! haha.. more like a jog la. My stamina has decreased tremendously after such a long long time... But it was like i was free to run and run and run..... running past people, past pets and past kites flying in the sky...
The sun just shone down on me... and as i ran and sweat... it seemed as though every drop of my problems went off together with the sweat... I loved the sun and i think my skin just got a shade darker... hahaha... But it was good. It felt good. I feel good.
Now, i'm back at home and mummy,daddy told me that they din wan me to run anymore. because it's not too gd for women. haha... something to do with their reproductive system. lol! But never mind, I still love running.
so, when you are sick and tired, troubled or just bo-liao-ted.. go for a run. it helps.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
6:49 PM
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
News of the Decade!!!
Haha... yep!!! News of the Decade!!! Haha... coz I'm 20 this year.. so it marks the start of a new decade of my life. Haha.. And so i've got news! Haha.. Well, everyone should know from the photo that I posted in the earlier post.
Yesh... I am attached. In mr. shahul's perspective, "finally".
I think that I'm just being a sucker, allowing the picture to try to say a thousand words and not introduce this important person in my life to people who are concerned with me (aka. readers of my blog).
Well, Friends, Strangers and Family (Only Eunce will read this), I proudly would like to introduce mr. calvin, my boyfriend. :) Phew! That was freaky. And for those who find this lame, too bad! lol!
mr. calvin's a great guy who's really humourous and charming. Yesh, he's from NUS Biz Sch and he loves badminton and Chelsea F.C.!!! Oh ya, a lot of girls find him cute lor.. *grinz* even mr. darren thinks so. haha... He's smart and really a colourful character who never fails to make me smile. To me, he's everything that i could ever wish for and well, he rocks my world!!!
*clap clap clap* hahaha.. nice speech ya? Well, that's about it. so, yeah.. thanks a lot for reading this blog post whether it's coz u had no choice to, kpoz or just interested to find out more (nicer way of saying kpoz).
well, to mr.calvin(can't believe i'm postin this on the worldwideweb and who knows who might see this):
ure.the.sweetest.thing.that.God. has.given.to.me.
im.so.thankful.to.have.met.u.at.the.taxi.stand.that.day.
weve.really.come.a.long.way.n.weve.got.much.more.to.go.
remember.that.ill.stickwitu.for.a.very.long.time.
hope.u.arent.regretting.huh.
ure.the.best.sweetie.
i.luv.u.always.
n.forever.
calvin.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
7:10 PM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Lesson from Betty Cooper
I was reading my favourite Archie Comics.. which I would like to thank my Aunt Julie for being such a wonderful lady by sending me comics all the way from U.S.A.!! Well, Archie Comics are my love and that i have enjoyed reading it since i was a lil' girl... i think when I was in Primary school... and my interest is still surviving! Haha...
Well, i was reading one comic strip about how Riverdale High had a crisis situation and that there was a piece of news going around - that the school was closing for good because it was having some structural defects. The news of the demolition spread like wild fire and Betty was determined to investigate the truth about it. Only to find out from Mr. Weatherbee, that it was just a hoax.
But Betty aka. My Favourite Character, wanted to find out how such a piece of news spread. So, she went to ask around and eventually found out that it actually started from her, commenting to Veronica Lodge that she hoped that school will be on the beach because of Summer. And that, the news just spread in different manners in all directions.
Well, I know that there are some people who are speculating STUFF... haha... So before any weird news get around...
There. Just to keep it short. Lol!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
8:58 PM
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Friday, March 03, 2006
Horoscope Readings
Though i know that Christianity does not support fortune telling, horoscope reading, tarot card readings and a couple of games which are said to look into the divine future, one can't help to be curious to just read on. I was just surfing the net randomly because a mr. scorpio asked me whether i tot that scorpio guys were flirts or "not good boys". hahaha... And while i was 'researching', I came across this site which talks about horoscope signs compatibility. hahaha... Lame rite? but i was just curious mah...
So anyway... here's the scoop:
You're Capricorn & He's Scorpio
This is tied with Taurus as the number-one soulmate love match for you. You can truly find a forever love with a Scorpio boy. You have a strong physical chemistry together, and he has a passionate and intense side that brings out the feelings you so often keep hidden. You become more romantic and open with him, and it makes you feel great. He will also feel wonderful with you, because your loyal and trustworthy nature will make him feel secure enough to really open up to you. You often have conflicts with other signs because of your strong-willed personality, but he has a will to equal yours and this will actually prevent tempers from flaring out of control. You balance each other beautifully. A soulmate match.
http://www.myjellybean.com/soulmate/capricornscorpio.htmlWoah... after reading it, for a moment, i was just *stunned* hahaha... Lol.. I don't know why. I know the site can be bogus... but one can't help imagining.. sheesh.. But of course, it was at the expense of a particular poor mr. scorpio out there.. haha!!! but of course, there are those which oppose the idea like... :
Scorpios need for peace and quiet may be the catalyst that brings them together in the beginning, while Capricorn is attracted to what he/she believes to be a fairly uncomplicated person. When the true nature of Scorpio begins to get through to Capricorn he/she finds the strength of his/her emotions to be staggering. When Scorpio finds that Capricorns main focus of attention is on career concerns he/she is apt to become jealous and demanding in a big way. Financial security takes top priority in both their lives so this should not become a sore spot for them.
They can reach an agreement on a stable homelife and financial matters but little else as the personalties here are too widely diverse to support a long term relationship. Should Scorpio try to force his/her personal views on Capricorn or try any of the other controlling ploys Capricorn will soon see through his/her efforts at manipulation and will become very angry. A nice quiet life will not likely be achieved with these two.
Sexually, Scorpio is the more active sign and may feel that Capricorn is not being true when Capricorn persists in bringing his/her work to bed or begs off with a headache. This is not a well aspected match and definitely not made in Heaven.
http://www.starlightastrology.com/sco-cap.htmLol!!! So amusing right? Well, i realised that horoscopes mean nothing... They are just like man-made stuff... and it's really up to the 2 people to decide for themselves how things are going to work out... So anyway, it's just for entertainment and leisure purposes! haha... If you're bo-liaoed, just try surfing net for such stuff.. U'll certainly have a few good laughs!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:15 AM
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