I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
who am i out to impress?
today i was chatting with two friends, siyun and paula... and there was a very interesting topic that we talked about after our GEM2900 paper (*sianz*). Bet you must be thinking that we talked about guys. HEY! that's not all gals talk about.. though yeah.. we talked about the kind of guys we find attractive. hahahaa... but that's beside the point. we talked about the reason as to why do gals dress up and who they dress up for.
It was interesting and I thought about it. For me, i dressto feel good and also to stop my mum from nagging me. The last thing that i wanted was to hear my mum nag about my dressing. To my mum, dressing in t shirt and shorts in public was a really bad sight. She said it makes people think that we can't even afford proper clothings or clothings to wear out in public. Hence, i have since changed in the way i dress... from street punk-bball freelance dressing to the feminine skirts and blouses. So people who have known me for a long time would say that i certainly have grown up to be a lady. heE! My dad says that Women change 18 times in their life.. and it is very clearly evident in me.
I've learnt from yrs of experience.. that people really judge you by the way you dress and if you dress well, people respect you and show u the due respect that u deserve. In that way, u feel gd about yourself. That's how i feel good about myself...!!!
well, certainly not all gals are like me.. who dress to stop parents from nagging. Some gals dress to impress guys. and it is amazing at how they do so. In school, it is so evident that some gals are really out to show off or to get guys to notice them. They go to school in clubbing gear and they really dress to 'kill'.
there are also those that dress to impress the gals with their dressing. they seem to be out to show off to the other gals their ability to purchase the latest fashion and brands and at the same time, to show off their ability to attract guys better. Well, i have experienced such from some people.. especially by the great number of babes in my faculty. gosh.. ARTS is really babe haven man.. haha.. i tink i am considered a tomboy in school.. haha.. in that case, i'm really thankful i'm in ARTS!!! haha.. coz i'm surrounded by babes.... wheE!!! hahaha ^.^
anyway, i'm done giving my 15 mins worth of crap. hehe.. i just realised blogging is really a great stress reliever... even if nobody out there has bothered reading my posts... haha.. it doesn't really matter i guess... it's just an avenue for me get certain issues off my chest. hahaha... well, that's all!!!!!
*sMiLEZzzz*
Take care folks and God bless!!!
*queen pat*
9:08 PM
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
screwing things up...
the last time i felt this way was in secondary 4.
lost.
disillusioned.
confused.
tired.
troubled.
that was in secondary 4.. when i was failing my physics horribly with only a few months to go for the O levels which i have thankfully, passed and moved on..
now, i'm feeling the same way again. i don't know why.. it seems as though the whole cycle was just repeating itself.. but at different stages.. maybe, at sec 4 level, it was considered LEVEL1000 of disllusion.. and now, in Uni.. it is LEVEL 2000.. i wonder when LEVEL3000 would hit me.
well, the environment that i am in, is super taxing and competitive. a mere pass isn't enough. just like, how recently, my stats paper was 26/30. gOSH, in the past, i would have thought the results are gd.. but NOW, i feel sucky having this result. My psycho test can out and i got 62%. i would have been contented with the results then, but NOW, gosh... i'm at rock bottom and it feels sucky.
i'm at a loss.. of what to do. how to do. and for the first time, i feel *alone*... it's amazing but it's true. maybe coz there's no one taking the exact same modules as me... and it's hard to find support.. well, i guess i can only try harder... but i don't seem to be doing so. argh... pray for me ya? thanks.
take care and God bless. *smIlEZZz*
*queen pat*
11:29 PM
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