Tuesday, January 31, 2006
J. ROMAN & SOLUNA LYRICS- Where are You?
[J. Roman]
I know you out there baby
So where?
There's someone out there for me...
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh, how does she cry,
What's the color of her eyes,
Does she even realize I'm here?....
Where is she?Where is she?Where is she?Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?Who is she?Who's gonna complete my world?
Where is she?Where is she?Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?Who is she?Who's gonna complete my world?
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[Soluna]
I'm starin out at the sky...
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
Yeah...I'd wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes,
Does he even realize I'm here?....
Where is he?Where is he?Where is he?Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?Who is he?Who's gonna take me so high?
Where is he?Where is he?Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?Who is he?Who's gonna take me so high?
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[J. Roman]
Where are you...?There's someone out there for me...
[Soluna]
There's someone out there for me...
[J. Roman]
I know she's waiting so patiently..
[Soluna]
So patient...
[J. Roman]
Can you tell me her name?
[Soluna]
Can you tell me his name?
[J. Roman]
This life long search is gonna drive me insane
[Soluna]
How does he laugh, how does he cry, What's the color of his eyes?Does he even realize I'm here?....
[J. Roman]
Where is she?Where is she?Where is she?Where is this beautiful girl?Who is she?Who is she?Who's gonna complete my world?
[Soluna]
Where is he?Where is he?Where is this beautiful guy?Who is he?Who is he?Who's gonna take me so high?
[Together]
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[J. Roman]
(Yeah...I know you're out there...)
[Together]
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[J. Roman]
Where are you?
I'ma look all over the world baby
Cuz I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy...
But I love you
La la la la la la la..
Haha... another nice song i heard on the radio... sounds sweet.. like innocent waiting and anticipating. But for a cynic like me... it sounds like a song for a despo. But let's not ruin things.. It's really a sweet song... Yeah... Both me and ms. ranjani.. would like to ask... "WHERE ARE YOU?!" haha.... U better turn up before we both turn to each other.. HAHAHA... lol! just jokin~ SHEESH.. now i make us sound despo.. hahaha... *sorry, ranjani dearie...*
for the second blog of the day.
for the second time of the day.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
10:20 PM
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Ashlee Simpson's "L.O.V.E"
"L.O.V.E."
I'm talkin' bout love
All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands this is for you
Ups and downs highs and lows no matter what you see me through
My boyfriend he don't answer on the telephone
don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Oh did you hear me say?
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Did you hear me say
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout love, say you'll be my girls for life
Girls for life
Oh hold up, I need another one
I think you, you do too
Grab my bag, got my own money
Don't need any man in this room
My boyfriend he'll be calling me now anytime
I need all my girls to keep him off my mind
So hold up we need another one
What we got is all good
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Did you hear me say?
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,LO
Oh did you hear me say?
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talking bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout love
I'm talkin' bout love
Love is an energy, love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me, love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing we do
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Oh did you hear me say?
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Did you hear me say?
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
Oh did you hear me say?
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
I'm talkin' bout
L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
A song that is really stuck in my head... it's a coOl song! lol~ Sometimes, it just shows that gals just need their galfrens in order to be strong...
Hail Girl Power! haha... ^.^
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
9:58 PM
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Monday, January 30, 2006
i'm sooo screwed
firstly, my mummy's away... in philippines... on holiday... without me... argh... so no mummy for a week... *sad*
secondly, i've got my first psychology tutorial on wednesday.... n i haven't prepared anything!!! sheesh.. realised that i got a whole bunch of readings to do.. shucks... n so many words.... argh.
thirdly, i'm lost. figuratively speaking that is. hai... the 'pressure' i feel is even greater than havin to cope w 7 tuition students in a semester. gosh.
hope someone finds me. lol.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:06 PM
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My First Day of Chinese New Year
Amazingly, for a person who was so pessimistic about the whole Chinese New Year occasion, i actually had fun on the first day of the lunar year. Bet there's someone dying to claim all credit for this.. haha...
Well, today started off really okay.. by the annual first visit to my Grandmother's house. I totally love my grandmother lor. haha.. Anyway, pigged out as usual, eating mostly yday's reunion dinner's leftovers. Which was a lot. I think i really put on weight during this holidays. Sheesh.. there goes all the weight i've tried to lose... and double put on. ARGH.
Previously, my whole family will go visiting the whole day. But given the fact that we are to be mourning over my grandfather's demise, so this year we were not required to go all over Singapore. So, on receiving mr. calvin's invitation to attend his church service, i agreed. :)
So off i went for new creation's service held at the indoor stadium, and firstly, i was surprised by the crowd turnout. The number was as great as the number of people at the BLUE concert i attended with Shiva just a year ago. There was a huge crowd - couples, families, teens, grandfolks... And at the service, it was amazing to see that these people really active in worshipping God. It was certainly an charismatic event which was really glammed up with performances by the band, choir, singing talents and also dance performance. Really hyped up, i must say. It really satisfied the senses. I know that it is their preferred method of praising God, but is it really necessary? People dressed up for service like they were dressed up for a concert. I know that, it's true that it's CNY and people are dressed up for visiting, but but but... shouldn't they think twice before entering into God's presence dressed in a mini-skirt and backless top? OKAY, enough of criticisms. The testimony of the pastor and also some members were really odd. Besides, they preached a sermon with almost 80% of their members without a bible at the service. *faint* Forgive me for saying this, but how can you study the Word of God without having the Word of God?
After the really eye-opening experience and learning how different churches conduct their own services, their cultures and also what they preach about, all the more i am glad that God has brought me into the family of Christ at prophetic revelation.
Ok, after service, mr. calvin and me got lost. Apparently, being the sotong i was, brought us both to the wrong bus stop in the slight drizzle but we thankfully had very nice people to guide us the way and before long, we ended up at Suntec City! Where he made me lose my "image" as a demure gal by climbing over a erm.. slab? pavement? argh.. whatever u call it. Then we walked past the Fountain of Wealth just when we decided to eat at Fish &Co. BUT!!! I made him queue with me to touch the water at the fountain. Apparently, it has "magical effects" of blessing people. Haha.. we just queued for fun la.. Since we both are "sua-gus" and haven't been to the centre of the fountain. IT WAS SO COOL!!!! haha.. i splashed him with the water la. haha... We were like lil' kids man.. Kept making him wave at the cool chick at the DJ box too.. lol!!!
We then decided to dedicate each other songs because they were having some kind of live dedication. And gosh, when was the last time, a song was played and dedicated to me??? So, i made him dedicate to "Patricia the Queen" and I dedicated to "Calvin the Clown"... LOL!!! it was seriously funny la... we were like 2 naughty kids playing with the dedication box. The songs we chose were "Dun Cha" (me to him) and" You're Beautiful" (him to me).. haha... We didn't think that it'd be played la.. But we wanted to listen and catch it if it does.
So, we went to grab BK instead of our Fish & Co. dinner.. haha.. I bought Whopper Junior while mr. calvin bought Whopper (papa). hahaha.. and we camped at one end of the fountain and digged into our fries. Then there were sprays of water all over us and our food but silly us, just sat in the shower. haha... and laughing our asses off.. and guess what?! OUR DEDICATIONS CAME ON!!! while we were laughing like mad... so we only caught some parts of the dedications. haha.. BUT... BOTH SONGS CAME ON... AND BOTH DEDICATIONS WERE READ OUT!!!! so pleased at ourselves and happy la... haha...
We finished our meal and decided to head back.. when we realised that we were sitting in the shower because the water was spraying to the back.. and the other side was completely dry.. (difficult to describe... but it's hilarious if you know what really happened)...
Tried to take photos using our cam phones... coz mr. calvin is a super duper vainpot who thought he looked really nice in his new year clothes... which i have to agree he looked gd. argh.... sucker. but of coz i only agreed to take photo w him after he also complimented i looked gd too.. haha.. so who's the bigger sucker? lol! well, in the end, mr. calvin's motorola v3i failed him!!! haha.. batt low lor... lol! but that's just an excuse. moto sux la.. hahaha... TOO BAD... so only my hp has the photos.... mmm.. wonderin if i should send them to him. maybe should charge him.. hehe..
Our chinese new year day ended with our trip back... me to my home and him to his granny's house. was really a pretty fun day. Had to convince him i had a great time 3 times la... stupid.. and i also had to convince him that he looked good lor!!! wat a vainpot. haha... ^.^
had a good time la.
thanks mr. calvin.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:16 AM
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Friday, January 27, 2006
Chinese New Year ain't CNY anymore.
I hate Chinese New Year.
Hate shopping in crowded places for stuff like clothes, bak kwa, goodies, etc.
I hate Chinese New Year.
For the fact that i don't look and feel 'chinese', that i have to celebrate it.
I hate Chinese New Year.
1 new year per year is enough for me.
I hate Chinese New Year.
Everything is so "ANG GONG GONG" haha... Only eunice will know this.
I hate Chinese New Year.
Because as usual, my mum n dad will argue about WHY WE DON'T HAVE A CAR.. n that it's troublesome to go visiting because of that.
I hate Chinese New Year.
For the fact that everyone is so 'KPO' about how I'm doing, got bf not, desperate not.. etc..
I hate Chinese New Year.
Especially this year. Super hate it... Because it's the first time i have to spend it without... My grandfather... WaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHH.... :( To not think of him, is so hard. To ignore his absence, is even tougher. To celebrate knowing he's not here anymore, is miserable. To know that my Grandmother misses him a lot, is like a stab in the heart.
I miss him so much.
I don't want to acknowledge his demise... because it's just too hard. I don't want to ever visit the columbarium because it's a nightmare. I want to live like my grandmother.. in perfect oblivion.
Ignorance is bliss.
Happy Chinese New Year to all. Ignore me and my 'I hate Chinese New Year reasons'.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:48 PM
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Valentines' Day Nightmare
Haha... this year's Valentines' Day nightmare has started really early... The school is plagued with thousands of posters advertising sales of flowers, bears, gifts, etc etc.. And there are guys around me who are asking advice on what to buy for their girlfriends for the day. haha... some single guys are so funny la... mr. gg said that he'll order flowers for me.. n i'll order flowers for him.. n we'll make each other happy.. Lol!!!
I have nothing against Vday.. but it can get annoying. Lol... couples are in doubles, singles are in groups. Well, we love each other... and we enjoy each other's company... but sheesh... it's too over-rated.
I just hope and pray that i don't get another heart-breakin stunt i got last year.. someone played me... asked me out for Vday.. made me the happiest girl on 13feb.. n then said, "haha... just joking about the date!!!" at 12MN on 14th Feb. My first Vday date that never happened. Was it even considered a date? well, I'll never forget that incident and that person. Trust me. A woman once scorned is never to be trifled with. HAHAHA...
Well, guess this year isn't going to be any different from all other years... ^.^ Except that Radio Pulze will be launched on Valentines' Day!!! haha.. shhh.... corporate secret. YEAH rite.
Here's wishing all the people out there... GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR VDAY PLANS!!! haha... Any singles' group outings.. can jio me. hehe.. ;)
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
10:09 PM
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
Memoirs of a Geisha
yeah!!! So happy!!! I finally caught Memoirs of a Geisha!
Firstly, i rate it to be about 3.5 upon 5.
Secondly, this movie is the first movie that i like which has Zhang Ziyi inside. Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon wasn't exactly a fantastic movie and all the movies that Zhang Ziyi were in, did not really impress me. But even though i was skeptical about the entire cast, which comprises of Gong Li and Michelle Yeoh, i actually thought that the movie was rather well done. Watanabe who plays the Chairman.. is totally the Asian Richard Gere.. wooo...
Thirdly, the company i had to watch the movie was great. haha... There was Mr Xiao-Zhu-wannabe and of coz mr. woon. It was my first time meeting mr xiao-zhu-wannabe.. tok abt first impressions. haha.. mr woon really had a fun time tryin to play some kind of matchmaker.. haha.. but TOO BAD. it didn't really work. But we really became a fun bunch of friends!!! can't wait for our shopping trip next thurs.. haha... if it happens..
okie dokey.. time to zzz... helping out tml at Pelangi Village!!! Hope it'd be fun!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:16 AM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Lost
I was watching "Love Concierge"... a tv serial which i have been catching regularly. I love the plot, the characters and the yummy actors.. haha.. including actresses like Fiona Xie... but most of all, it touched on different kinds of love and the various issues faced by our society such as Premarital Sex, Cross-cultural/racial marriages, divorces and marriages.
Though all this while, i have been intrigued and following the story plot... but today there was something that was mentioned by one of the characters Sunny, that "often, when something is lost, it can't be returned anymore". How true this sentence makes...
These past few years of my life, i have met friends who come and go... friendships broken and bonds forged. The friendships were often broken coz of lack of communication, distance and also change of interests. It did not seem as though we had anything to talk about any more.
The matters of the Heart especially, sometimes, it's the timing. Very often, i have heard people who 'fall out of love' and that they just 'lost' it. Lost the feeling, magic, love. It's sad but it's true. It's a sudden realisation that perhaps, you just couldn't bear to care anymore.
Definitely when people miss the opportunity and chance, they miss the entire possibility of something happening. And that if they tried to find another chance to do so, it is not there anymore. Just like how, the character Ruqing in the show attempted to get her ex-admirer to patch things with her when he already fell for her sister, Ruxin.
With this, i was happy for the character Ruxin, having worked her way into Sunny's heart even despite his blindness towards her sister. Her character is all goody-two-shoes and the kind of gal i actually aspire to be.. except for being pregnant before marriage. haha... but it just gives me hope that someday, no matter how blind some guys to gals and their goodness.. their eyes will open up one day.. God knows when. haha.. but seriously, i really don't care already... or do i?
ah. don't bother.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
10:07 PM
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Monday, January 16, 2006
Avoidance brings about greater stress
"Avoidance brings about greater stress".. that's my nick on MSN now. It's just about how I am suffering after having avoided doing important things and tasks over 4 days. Precious time wasted facing the telly that i am now... officially behind school work, behind all my CCA committments and just sitting in a daze. Horrible feeling. Besides, i'm avoiding certain ideals, thoughts and feelings i have towards a lot of matters. I just want to lose it all!
Well, other than feeling all miserable. I met up with Ameen for awhile today. Was supposed to have lunch with him.. but he decided to have lunch w another gal. haha.. doesn't matter. . coz i'm used to getting 'ditched'. LOL! well, he was very thoughtful in getting a bday gift for me. It was really sweet of him. except that he gave me a pair of earrings. When i saw it, i loved it. Then i laughed. haha.. Coz i don't have ear holes.
what was even more amusing is that he asked me to drill some!!! haha.. gosh~ Well, i don't have ear holes because of personal reasons - scared of poking, my dad doesn't allow... besides, it is also my way of respecting God. I think it's because earrings represent Pagan ideas and also that in the past, the Egyptians used to make their slaves wear earrings to differentiate them from the common people. argh.. even i'm not too sure.
but nonetheless, it's the thought that counts. so THANK YOU AMEEN!
well, that's about all i have to blog today. got to rush to do tutorial.. argh.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:40 PM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
Kids.
Firstly, I am sorry for my absence for about 4 days from the dear internet and also my blog. I have been avoiding all my responsibilities and also tasks by escaping to my Granny's place which does not have any form of internet access and just television all day long. My granny also gave me the comforts of being who i am without worrying whether it was displeasing to anyone. Besides that, being pampered by the maid was another thing. I could eat whatever i wanted whenever i wanted and also not do my own laundry. haha... basically i just behaved like a spoilt child.
well, my blog isn't about this. I was on my way back home when i actually briefly walked past a primary school friend of mine. Her name is Jumiaton. She was quite a brilliant child in primary school but there were changes in her and before i knew it, primary school just went past us. I didn't bother to keep in contact with her because she isn't exactly my best or good friend. She was just an acquaintance. So, i was surprised that i could still recognise her after like 7 years without having the chance to meet up with her and talk to her.
what i was looking at when i walked past her, was a lady with 2 children, 1 in a pram and 1 wobbling down the path. The man, i presume was her husband was a rather huge fella but before i jumped into any conclusions, she looked happy. So, i bet that her marriage must be good. However, as i was all happy for my long lost primary school friend and her present marital bliss... it really shook me that everyone was going down different paths. Though we seem to have been from the same primary school, neighbourhood etc, we all ended up in different places.
she's 20. same as me. with 2 young children. a husband. i'm 20. same as her. with 5 university modules. a degree waitin for me. wow. as i tried to picture myself in her shoes, i suddenly couldn't 'dream' of having 2 young children waiting for me at home, needing me to care for them, cook and even clean. i suddenly couldn't think of having to spend my entire life with someone. having to plan the future and make a marriage work. suddenly, i felt as though that isn't what i want. though family life seems so wonderful... and so possible in the really near future. i'm still mortified. it seems all too soon. i'm still a spoilt child. a kid. a girl.
before all of u start saying that i'm 20 and am on the path of stepping into adulthood. I think that i'm still very much a lil' girl. a naive and playful one in fact. just turned 20 and my parents and aunt have already started on the boyfriend business. argh. scary. what if i really think i want to be alone? well, that's one thing i really have to convince myself about. but i don't think it's too difficult. haha.. we'll c.. ^.^
take care. God Bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
2:13 PM
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
mistaken identity.
argh.. those who are close to me.. will have heard this complain like umpteen times and that it's can get irritating and annoying. Poor friends who have to endure it. But i really can't get enough of complaining about it!!!!
I hate to be mistaken for everything else except Chinese!!!!
Gosh.. i have heard it all. From being mistaken as a Chindian, Chinese-Malay, Malay, Eurasian, Mixed blooded, anything but chinese.
I hate it when i get those awful stares from people during the Fasting Period of the Muslims where i feel as though there were ppl around me who were scrutinising when i wolved down a huge Mcdo burger. I hated it when i was on the bus and took a sip of water, this malay lady glared at me and even covered her 4 yr old daughter's eyes. wat the heck.
I hate it when those Mutts just LOOK at me. argh.
I hate it when people speak to me in all sorts of tongues except CHINESE! for goodness sake, i understand the language la...
I hate it when people just gape when they realise i can speak chinese. oh bother..
I hate it when people say," YOU'RE CHINESE?!". Totally over-reacting.
I hate it when people just look at my parents (who unfortunately are both very fair) and just wonder if i was adopted.
I just hate having to give the excuse that i have been playin basketball all my life to get this dark. argh. actually, i tink i was born with the skin colour. sheesh.
hai.. case of mistaken race. haha.. not identity ba. :P
Let me know if anyone else feels the same way as i do. frustrated. maybe can start a counsellin/sharing session.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:38 PM
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GET REAL
My favourite programme is back!!! Get Real is back on the telly and i was so sad that i actually missed the debut at 8.30pm but thankful that my mother reminded me that there was a repeat at 11.30pm... so stayed up to watch it.
This week's topic was on Child Prostitutes/ Sex Slaves. I was actually disgusted with the idea of the topic and at the same time, really angry at the people involved in making the sex trade such a thriving business.
Young and pretty girls actually get conned into the industry with empty promises of better work pay, better lifestyle and even comfort. But what lurks beneath it all is the harsh reality that they are at the mercy of countless men who want to satisfy their animal sexual desires.
Men on the other hand, are filthy creatures of the land. The stupid requests that they want such as a young girl (preferably 12-13 yrs old) and a virgin. They treat the girls like toys and there was even a case where it was a 70 yr old man!!! Gosh.. even the girl said it was like "doin it with my grandfather". OH LORD!!!
Whatever happened to the morals and conscience of mankind? a 30 yr old man actually had sex with a 16 yr old prostitute and actually told her that he was a father of 2 children. :O Shocking!!! It's just like telling the girl that hey.. i've got 2 children back in Sg who are also like you. Young. But guess what, I am actually a paedophile. HAHAHA.. funny? no.
These selfish people actually sacrifice the young girls' lives to make money --> the pimps or gigglos, to gain sexual gratification --> the stupid men and to just indulge in carnality. The young girls' futures seem bleak and it pains me when i hear that they still hold aspirations and dreams of perhaps studying and enjoying life without having to be part of the sex trade. I really learnt a lesson which is to treasure what i have.. education, food, clothes, money and even family.
I really can't wait for the continuation of the series. I saw a snippet of next week's episode where they will be interviewing the patrons of the sex trade. I really want to spit into their faces if i have the chance to. I was baffled when they showed part of an interview with a man who visits child prostitutes saying that his wife knows about it and she even goes with him to Batam for it. *spit*
Please ppl, go watch the show. It will definitely show you that mankind is cruel and sick. But i am very sure that they will be punished by God one day.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:03 AM
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
thanks a lot..
I just got through yet another day as a 20 year old. Although i must say that i don't feel any different from 19year old days.. But it's just the thought that I'm no longer a teen and that i have more responsibilities now.. it scares me sometimes.. but i'm learning to cope. hEE!
Anyway, this year's bday is almost just like every other bday.. but it's special in its own way.. because, i felt treasured and loved as a fren.. by a whole bunch of people who have been really thoughtful and sweet.. be it just a meal treat, just spending some time with me, just dropping a gift for me.. or even an sms... i wanna thank everyone who made an effort to remember an insignificant date of 7 January and taking note that it's my birthday.
the first person to meet me was mr. lipen --> thanks a lot man.. it was a great dinner @ Pepper Lunch and we had a great chat! Walked around Orchard.. lol!!! was fun rite? hehe.. though i've known you for not too long.. u've been a really thoughtful friend! thanks!!!
the next was mr. Calvin and ms. Eunice --> haha... one is my best fren.. the other is my dearest cousin.. and we watched movie!!! Was kinda disappointed by the story.. but it was alright la... had lunch @ pastamania.. hehe.. thanks for the company ppl.. n thanks to mr calvin's generousity that i'm a proud owner of adidas "birkens" haha... lol!!!
my dearest group of JC frens..--> they are people who i will never forgive and forget.. haha.. big fat liars.. haha.. ms. Kit and ms.Shiva la! haha.. but thanks for just giving me a surprise at causeway point!!! it was so sweet of u all to pop up when i really thought that only shiva was meeting me lor... thanks for the neoprints.. hehe.. i will keep them carefully! had pastamania again.. i wonder why. lol! and to top it up... swensons!!! haha.. yum yum.. thanks to shiva.. i got a free firehouse on the house. lol!
my family!!! --> my mum cooked up a storm... with 2 cakes to celebrate my dear granny's bday and mine and my cousins to join in the fun!!! haha.. it's just sheer bliss of the day la... hehe.. it was so sweet... thanks!!!
lastly, a dear dear friend of mine... mr munloon. --> gosh.. we've known each other for like 7 years already... haha... time flies eh? heE! thanks a lot.. for the meal @ crystal jade.. for the shopping trip... and for being great company on a rainy sunday... heE! thanks a lot... ^.^
all those ppl who have dropped me smses... thanks a lot... i think it's about 30 odd of you all!!!! LOVE YOU LOADS PEOPLE!!! haha.. thanks a lot... thanks to ms. Veron who was so sweet to still get me a gift.. thanks!!! and to everyone else.. who have started smsing me.. feeling apologetic and saying happy belated bday.. haha.. well, u're forgiven. HAHAHAHA.. lol!!!
two zero doesn't seem that scary after all. with friends and family... i'm not afraid! lol! oh ya!!! can u ppl pls stop askin me to get a significant other. HAHA.. i know 20 starting to make me 'old' but hey!!! let God do his job. haha... ok?
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
11:24 PM
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
wee!!! 1st hour as 20 yr old!!!
haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
HEe! old liao. :P hehe..
wow.. i'm embarkin on a new journey!!! haha.. not a girl not yet a woman. hehe..
CHEERS!!!!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:44 AM
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Friday, January 06, 2006
Semester 2 (05/06)
Gosh... i was just telling people how happy i was in semester 1 and how much i enjoyed the modules.. althought i also complained about the usual stuff CORS and also the stupid bidding... There was a particular module that made me lost and puzzled.. but overall company was great.. Aloe ppl, vader ppl.. hehe.. Love their company lor.
NOW! ARGH!!!! stupid Semester 2 is starting soon and already i feel that it's going topsy-turvy..
1. I didn't get PL2131.. which is an essential module in psychology lor. It's so important for me to get it in order to be able to study several core modules.. BUT ARGH!!! mad already.
2. I'm taking a bunch of modules that all seem so difficult and that's really going to affect my C.A.P this sem lor... i can't see myself doing well this sem. Hai.. but i've got to prove myself wrong!!!
3. The first lecture is on my freakin' big day!!!! ARGH.. it's not as if i haven't had school on my bday.. but this time, it's on a saturday!!! n i have to go back to sch.
Well, this year had a lot going for me.. but it's starting to suck big time. :( And turning the big two-zero wasn't my ultimate wish of the year. I suddenly feel so old. haha... that it's time to take my life seriously. Coz i'm no longer playing.. I'm no longer teen... I no longer have the freedom to be frivolous (not that i was) and playful. Haha.. i'm sure those victims of my pranks that i used to play in school and jc are very thankful for that. hehe..
sheesh.. seems like i've really gotta pull up my socks. haha.. n work hard. STRIVE TO MY GOALS!!!
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
9:20 PM
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
lost
i'm feeling lost. I don't know why. I should be thankful that i have gotten by 5 modules and that I have no problems with my timetable but why am I still feeling so lost.
because I'm only doing 1 module of psychology when I should be doing 2 or 3??? I feel as though this is a sign for me to give up the major. BUT NO WAY!!!
I'm taking...
Employee Management
German 2
Social Psychology
Principles of Marketing
English Exposure
something tells me... all this is soooo wrong. :(
I trust the Lord.
Take care. God Bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
1:12 AM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
stressed.
Radio Pulze is launching very soon.
Busy busy busy.
CORS bidding for round 1B is starting very soon.
Busy busy busy.
BIZCOM's marketing is going to start soon.
Busy busy busy.
My Granny's n My birthday coming soon.
Busy busy busy.
2006 seems like a very busy year for me.
Hope i can still maintain my sanity.
take care. God bless.
*peace*
*queen pat*
1:26 AM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
2006
A brand new year.
A brand new start.
A brand new beginning.
2006. A brand new blogskin.
A brand new post.
Time to rock the world!!!
But first... I need to get my New Year Resolutions out.
*crossin' my fingers* hope i keep them.. hehe...
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
1. Study Hard.
2. Play Hard.
3. Always trust in God.
4. Lose weight.
5. Stay happy.
6. Control my temper.
7. Don't go clubbing unless necessary.
8. Love my ah-ma and family.
9. Make Radio Pulze a success.
10. Contribute to Bizcom actively.
ok... let's just stick with 10 first. haha... When the timing is rite, then i'll add more.. mmm.. they will come under my wishlist then. Hehe...
Wow. A brand new year. A fresh start. Another set of 365 days.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
that's gonna be my motto.
try. or die trying. hahaha.... Lol~
God bless. tc~
*peace*
*queen pat*
12:36 AM
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