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Monday, March 07, 2005
why does it hurt so bad

I should be happy with how things are going... My AISS basketball juniors have got into top 4 of the National North Zone Basketball Competition... My A levels results are out and to my expectation.. I've found some meaning in life.. but something is troubling me... real bad...

Is it him? I think so. But why? I still don't understand how I could actually feel so deeply for him. It is the first time I felt such a way.. but at the same time, though it hurts to just let go of things and let him just be a "passing phase", I feel i must. In order not to hurt myself further.


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yAp.. he is in the photo.. haiZ~ won't tell u who it is.. it's for me to know.. for u to find out. hehe.. but anyhow, DON'T KPO n ask me la.. hahaA~

Anyway, someone else has tried to enter my life.. I'm a little surprised coz it was a bit sudden yet expected. He is the sweetest and nicest guy right now and someone who has been supporting me for a long time.. about 4 years? Yep, that long. He has seen me laugh, cry, joke etc. It's amazing how he has always been my silent supporter. Though i am full of praise for him now and that I used to harbour feelings for him... it is not so now. Things have changed for this past 4 years and yes, in 4 years, things can change a lot.

I feel bad that I might be missing out on someone who's really great and someone whom I know can make me happy and xing fu if I were to say no and just remain his god sis.. But at the same time, I know it's not fair to him coz I don't love him in the BGR way and it would hurt both of us in the long term. Well, I love him as my god bro.. as my big kor kor and treasure him as much as he treasures me. So, I guess it is a god bro-sis relationship for now. But who knows - things can change.

*sMiLeZzZ*

take care and God Bless.

*queen pat* 11:06 PM 0 comments