I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
that was in secondary 4.. when i was failing my physics horribly with only a few months to go for the O levels which i have thankfully, passed and moved on..
now, i'm feeling the same way again. i don't know why.. it seems as though the whole cycle was just repeating itself.. but at different stages.. maybe, at sec 4 level, it was considered LEVEL1000 of disllusion.. and now, in Uni.. it is LEVEL 2000.. i wonder when LEVEL3000 would hit me.
well, the environment that i am in, is super taxing and competitive. a mere pass isn't enough. just like, how recently, my stats paper was 26/30. gOSH, in the past, i would have thought the results are gd.. but NOW, i feel sucky having this result. My psycho test can out and i got 62%. i would have been contented with the results then, but NOW, gosh... i'm at rock bottom and it feels sucky.
i'm at a loss.. of what to do. how to do. and for the first time, i feel *alone*... it's amazing but it's true. maybe coz there's no one taking the exact same modules as me... and it's hard to find support.. well, i guess i can only try harder... but i don't seem to be doing so. argh... pray for me ya? thanks.
take care and God bless. *smIlEZZz*
*queen pat*
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