Saturday, December 31, 2005
31122005
finally. the end is here. haha.. 31122005. The last day of yr 2005 is here.
amazing but true.
2005 has been a really roller coaster ride.. both emotionally and physically. I tot of doing a list of the Top 10 best and worst things that happened in 2005. But having done that last yr. it's a lil' cliche. Haha.. so i decided to come up with "the most blah blah blah" list of things.
so here goes... i'll start with the worse to the best.. hahaha...
The Most Horrible Thing I didI influenced my lil' cousin Eunice into following my bad ways... lying and stuff... the one incident which i will never forgive myself over. well, stupid FHM's Top 100 Sexiest babes.. argh. enough mentioned.
The Most Horrible Thing that was done to mei got ditched in a way by some idiot. Why am i not surprised. haha..
The Most Cruel Thing I didI snubbed a guy after being close with him.. only becoz i didn't know what i want at first. and after bouts of thinking, i realised that i wasn't ready for committment. especially to a guy. and that i still had a long path before me and so i didn't want to be tied down by someone or a relationship.
The Most Cruel Thing ever done to mebeing told i should lose more weight. shall not say who said that.
The Saddest Thing that happenedi became grandfather-less.
The Most Embarassing Thing that happened to mei got drunk and staggered. once and almost twice.
The Happiest Moment of the yearreceiving my As and receiving my Semester results
The Best Time I hadat Union Camp
The Craziest Thing I've ever done for the yeardancing. drinking. clubbing. pecking. enough said yet again.
The Best Thing i've done for myselfRecognising my true saviour and getting baptised.
The Things i regret the MostIt's a whole list tied in spot No.1.
1. I allowed myself to get hurt.
2. I hurt people who truly cared for me, my parents and a particular person.
3. I succumbed to temptations and disobeyed God many times.
4. I didn't study very hard for the semester.
5. I didn't get my driving license before my grand dad passed away.
6. I didn't tell my grand dad how much i love him.
7. I rationalise all of my actions.
The Things that made this year wonderfulAlso several tied in spot No.1
1. I got my driving license.
2. I passed my A levels.
3. I passed my semester tests.
4. I got into NUS.
Well, those are the things which are worth mentioning and reflecting about. It's been a rockin' year.. both good and bad. Though many things have happened in this year, hearts broken, relationships ruined, friendships forged, people treasured, there's more to look forward to in 2006. I hope.
I feel that 2005 has flown past just like 2004. I can't believe i've gone through so much and thankful for all the people around me.
to Shiva: Thanks babe for everything. You have been my pillar of support, my friend, my companion, my confidant, my bball pal, my chit-chat buddy, my 'lesbo partner', my "speed dial", my advisor, my historian (she takes notes of my love-life/infatuation/ crushes drama.. LOL! who can forget that faithful tutorial where i n CFC just exchanged glances man. hahaha.. ) my fellow single child aka Brat... someone and a friend whom i realised i can't do without. since a long time ago. someone who knows me so well till it scares me like h*ll. well, thanks a lot. you've been great and tolerant. i'm sorry for being a fren who tells on ur first crushes, ur secrets, ur 'taxi' and being just a horrid fren. please forgive me. i'll promise to be better. at least better than this yr. luv ya babe.
to Eunice: hey sweetie... u're the only person who has made me feel proud to be who i am all these years. since i was a young girl. You gave me the opportunity to be ur big jie jie, to be a big jie jie to your sisters and to simply adore you. Sorry for making you sound like a baby... but u just are someone i wanna protect and look after. I'm sorry for misleading you or influencing you wrongly in any way. I'm really sorry. I love u a lot gal...!!! (i know u're thinkin.. YUCKS. but i mean it la..) thanks for listening to my woes and complaints. ur ears must hurt a lot.. haha... next time i buy muffles (are they wat they are called?) for u.. those that cover ur ears. hahaha.. LOL!!! let's look forward to our trip to England together!!! haha.. dunno when that will be lor. hehe.. to my hao jie mei, PL, HY, YZ SL: Hey... thanks for being my best gal frens of all time. Since like secondary school days.. all the way till now. We've gone through a lot together from squabbles to pep talk sessions. It's great to see each other grow up lor.. haha.. HY has found her happiness... well, hopefully the remaining of us will find ours soon! LOL!!! we'll find our own mei zhen xiang xiang zi rou gan!!! HAHAHA....
to Xiong Jie: yoz mr_piggie.. so fast know you for almost 3 years le... haha.. long hor. Still remember u last time super shy wan lor.. then in the end become chao ah beng.. then in the end become bartender. hahaha.. LOL!!! u've always provided entertainment to me n pl... always bully me lor... mess up my hair somemore.. n make fun of me.. haha... DUN TINK U TALL THEN CAN BULLY ME AR!!! =P thanks for giving me fun, joy and laughter everytime i hang out w u and peiling. Hope the 3 of us will always be the "best makan khakis!!!"... hehe..
to Irianto: Muahaha... so fast already.. 3rd jan is coming really soon... hai... u'll be leaving soon. Who the heck will have a flight so freakin' early.. ask me to be at airport at 3am!? crazy ar!!! anyway, thanks for the memories... all the late night calls and talks, ur irritating gaming, ur bullying, ur treats, the cd u bought me, the neoprints we took, the xmas card i sent u which u almost got into trouble for... and thanks for just being irritating irianto. All the best to you and Yunie in the States... :) hey.. if u stay near woodhaven in Michigan let me know..hahaha... my aunt stays there lor. LOl!!!
to Yalai: Thanks bro for guiding me through many decisions and being ever so understanding. I dun tink i'll ever find anyone who understands me like you do. This year has been a rough year for the both of us. And now u're in army, we haven't talked a lot and there's a lot of things that we have to put behind us. I really meant whatever i said during that period of time, but things changed. i wasn't ready. i'm just a kid at heart. forgive me too. u're still the best guy fren i've ever had. thanks a lot.
to Wen Ming: Eh bro, haha.. i enjoy reading ur blogs. Thanks for being a cool bro all this while. Sorry for enduring with my advice-giving behaviour. Your love life is ur business. I understand. I just wanted to help. but i guess it's not really needed after all. but thanks man.. for lending a listenin' ear at times. thanks a lot.
to CTG 210 gang: HEY DUDES AND DUDETTES. haha... thanks people for all the memories in the faithful YJC. thanks for the fun outings which i have only gone to one. but thanks a lot for all the support you all gave during As and of coz after As. Life has pretty much changed for all of us, NS and Uni... hope we'll all stick together. Dog and Bone another time?
to VADER OG: OW Ow Vader Ow, SingaPur bo bian zhao. Gam ji lok ko oh oh, Vader vader Pak Buay To. Buay Song Ah, Qi Kua Bai. Vader Warrior kia zai zai. Ang gai saber ang gao gao. Ang gai saber bo bian zao. Kak Po Kak Po pok pok tiao. Kak Po Kak Po si qiao qiao. Wu nang mai zuo zhuo gak po. Le nang long zong si Kak Po. Hope Vader spirit won't leave us. At least not the memories.
to ALOE OG: haha.. u ppl have been great lecture buddies.. haha.. miss the morning breakfast after psychology lecture. thanks a lot leh... and also for all the fun outings u ppl organise.. Aloe rocks man!!!
to Calvin: hey dude.. gosh~ i've only known you for a short period of time, but hey! we became best friends man!!! haha... still remember the lame way i got to know u and Weixiong.. haha.. but thanks to Bizcom, u've been a great bf (bf in here is best fren hor) and sometimes, you really entertain really well. especially your singing.. till all the glass around me has cracked. thanks for enduring with my sacarsm and lame comments. Well, i have to endure urs first. Lol! Thanks for your 'protection' during Bizcom bash.. haha... sorry for biting u. under alcoholic influence. can't blame me. HAHAHA... ^.^ Sorry for putting u thru my nonsense too.. haha... but hey thanks. u've been great! Good luck in ur love life man.. u've had it goin pretty rough. But don't worry! it'll be great soon!!!
to Lip En: haha... u've been a great friend whom i have known for exactly 3 weeks now... 30 dec was exactly 3 weeks. hahaha... still find the way we got to know each other the most unorthodox and the place we got to know each other is the most undesirable place to know someone new... but hey who cares! U've been a really funny and interesting friend.. who's really a SNAG and been really sweet. thanks for the photo lor~ it's one of the nicest things a person has done for me. haha.. *applause*
to Bizcom ppl: YOZ!!! haha.. u ppl rock la.. haha.. had loads of fun at the chalet.. though i dunno u ppl well, but thanks for being such friendly and cooperative folks. Hope we'll work together and make NUSSU projects the best on campus!!!
to Radio Pulze: firstly, i wanna thank everyone in radio pulze for making me feel like i'm in this great big family. thanks for making me feel so important with the planning of the launch programmes, the publicity and even at the meetings. It's great to be part of a club which has been dedicated all this while and finally getting their big break next year... Hopefully, 2006 will be a rockin' good yr for the club and we'll enjoy success!!! Jia you!!! let's work hard together and get the show going!!! haha...
to my grandfolks (hope grand dad knows this.) : I LOVE YOU BOTH. WO AI NI MEN.
to my parents: a huge sorry. for disobeying. for being a brat. just for being bad. argh. sorry. lastly,
to Lord Jesus Christ: Thank you for your patience, love, protection, blessings, trials, understanding and forgiveness.
well, that concludes my 2005. to everyone else that are not included in any of the groups mentioned above or just not mentioned. U ARE NOT FORGOTTEN. I still want to thank you. for whatever you have done, for or with me. Thanks a lot. Sorry anything that i have done wrongly or made you unhappy. Please forgive me. :)
LOVE ALL YA FOLKS WHO ARE IN MY LIFE!!!!! YOU ALL ROCK!!!!!
take good care.
have a blessed new year.
May God bless you always.
*smileZzz*
p.s.: I'll be changing my blogskin to commemorate a brand new year and start!!! watch out!!! haha.. i'll try to get it out by new year's day. :) Take care all~
luv, pat. 31122005. 2246.
*queen pat*
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