I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
Firstly, I am sorry for my absence for about 4 days from the dear internet and also my blog. I have been avoiding all my responsibilities and also tasks by escaping to my Granny's place which does not have any form of internet access and just television all day long. My granny also gave me the comforts of being who i am without worrying whether it was displeasing to anyone. Besides that, being pampered by the maid was another thing. I could eat whatever i wanted whenever i wanted and also not do my own laundry. haha... basically i just behaved like a spoilt child.
well, my blog isn't about this. I was on my way back home when i actually briefly walked past a primary school friend of mine. Her name is Jumiaton. She was quite a brilliant child in primary school but there were changes in her and before i knew it, primary school just went past us. I didn't bother to keep in contact with her because she isn't exactly my best or good friend. She was just an acquaintance. So, i was surprised that i could still recognise her after like 7 years without having the chance to meet up with her and talk to her.
what i was looking at when i walked past her, was a lady with 2 children, 1 in a pram and 1 wobbling down the path. The man, i presume was her husband was a rather huge fella but before i jumped into any conclusions, she looked happy. So, i bet that her marriage must be good. However, as i was all happy for my long lost primary school friend and her present marital bliss... it really shook me that everyone was going down different paths. Though we seem to have been from the same primary school, neighbourhood etc, we all ended up in different places.
she's 20. same as me. with 2 young children. a husband. i'm 20. same as her. with 5 university modules. a degree waitin for me. wow. as i tried to picture myself in her shoes, i suddenly couldn't 'dream' of having 2 young children waiting for me at home, needing me to care for them, cook and even clean. i suddenly couldn't think of having to spend my entire life with someone. having to plan the future and make a marriage work. suddenly, i felt as though that isn't what i want. though family life seems so wonderful... and so possible in the really near future. i'm still mortified. it seems all too soon. i'm still a spoilt child. a kid. a girl.
before all of u start saying that i'm 20 and am on the path of stepping into adulthood. I think that i'm still very much a lil' girl. a naive and playful one in fact. just turned 20 and my parents and aunt have already started on the boyfriend business. argh. scary. what if i really think i want to be alone? well, that's one thing i really have to convince myself about. but i don't think it's too difficult. haha.. we'll c.. ^.^
