I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
It took me a really long time to swallow my pride and think back and realise what an egoistic biatch i am.
I realised that all i care is myself and that i often neglect the ones who care a lot for me.
I realised that i just think i'm the one correct.
I realised that i don't show my appreciation to the ones i love.
I realised that i take certain people for granted.
I realised that i don't tell people my real feelings for fear of just losing them.
I realised that i always have no sense of priority.
I realised that i don't tell people my real feelings again.. because i thought it was a sign of weakness.
I realised that i have become so independent that i just choose not to depend on others.
*wake up pat*
mr. calvin, i know that sometimes, i make weird comments, do weird stuff and sometimes even have the weirdest kind of explanation/justification for my actions. i can't bring myself to say what i really feel, just because i have this huge ego and i have been trained to just accept things and just go with the flow instead. i've learnt not to depend on other people all these years because i'm always alone (only child ma) and so, this characteristic is with me.
well, i just don't want you to feel obliged to do things for me and i just don't want u to feel that i'm a burden to u.. i just dun wan u to feel that i'm sooo "ma-fan"... and lastly i dun wan you to feel that i'm a form of restriction to u... *sigh*
so, give me some time. to be used to this dependence i have on u. to be used to having you as my pillar. to be used to the fact that there's someone who's willing to let me depend on. to be used to the fact that there's someone who is there for me to depend on. to be used to just having you.
and sometimes, i just dun really mean whatever i say. sometimes, i say things out of spite or without thinking. sometimes, i say things after rationalising that it's a politically correct answer. sometimes, i just blabber.
but always remember that u mean a lot to me. even if u dun seem to think so or be sure of. well, that's coz u just dunno yet.
hope that u finish reading this post, with a clearer understanding of this girl u're stuck with as ur girlfriend.. hee.. lastly, i luv u sweetie...
take care. God bless.
*peace*
p.s.: sorry to those who have to read through this. haha..
*queen pat*
10:37 PM
0 comments
