I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
Today, i had a very different kind of revelation. For approximately 3 hours today, i sat there thinking even though I was busy trying to read and memorise my marketing textbook but i was pondering about the words of Adam Khoo.
Well, mr.calvin is a really big fan of Adam Khoo and he told me to listen to one of the tapes that he has released. One thing he mentioned was the Victim's mindset which really got me to think about how my life has been going to waste because of negative thoughts that i repeat to myself, resulting in me, living my life fulfilling those prophecies. For a moment, i thought about how many times i have overcome the odds and became victorious. Who can ever forget me, the failing physics student performing well for physics at the prelims? What about those times where i endured tough basketball trainings?
I was sooo caught up these days with criticising myself that i forgot what a fantastic person i was, am and ought to be. I forgot that there was the great Patricia. All I have been bothered by was that stupid, fat and ugly girl who i always saw in the mirror. It never occurred to me that I was making myself feel low, down and demotivated.
I was falling fast into the victim's mindset where i think i can do it and not I can do it. This even threatened to sabotage the relationships that i have with people. I lost confidence all because I felt alone during tutorials, lectures and at home. I forgot that despite being alone, that there were still people concerned about me. I took them for granted.
Now, i feel energised when I think about the positive mindset that i should embark each day with and that I should wake up eager to start the day and not complaining of being unable to sleep in.
I should live my life to the fullest and not let it go to waste.
I hope that you can think about how you have been digging your own grave if you have been burying yourself with negative comments and just wasting your life away with self-criticism. Let's work hard together to prove to everyone that we are strong and we can make things happen!!!
*peace*
Take care and God bless.
*queen pat*
11:45 PM
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