I'm a gal who's patiently waiting for the big 21 to arrive and basically a typical stressed-out student in Uni. Uni takes up about 50% of my life and thankfully the other half is taken up by God, my family and friends and my dearest sweetest, nicest "Teddy Bear, Clown, Entertainer and Lovable Sweetie".. Am thankful to God for everything and for the people around me... Loves sports and Life!!! CARPE DIEM!!!
hobbies
playing basketball
watching movies and tv programmes
collecting cute stuff especially star themed ones..
loves & hates
loves God!!!
loves family members (like duh!)
loves blue, brown, black, yellow, pink, light green
loves to eat and enjoy life
loves listening to music
loves dancing
loves sun-tanning
loves reading
loves sports like basketball and netball
loves shopping!!!
loves catchin' movies
loves drinkin' (lol. all sorts of beverages!!!)
loves makin' frens
loves hangin' out with frens
loves my galfrens
hates heartbreakers!! ): *humph*
hates liars and losers
hates hypocrites
hates empty promises
hates bitches who make use of ppl
hates things that make friends miserable
wishlist good health and happiness
get into NUS/NTU/SMU get chance to do Degree with Honors
graduate from University
get driving license lose weight to XX
a car (any model la!!!)
complete slamdunk series comics
go for nus union camp!!! C.A.P. 4 and above
a pair of birkenstocks a pair of levis
go on exchange to germany for dear to be happy
go on holiday with dear
have a great holiday
visit Zoo
set up a-day-with-us.blogspot.com have a great new year have a great 21st bday! new hp
set up patricialin.com
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12:50 AM
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Monday, February 19, 2007
Happy Chinese New Year~!
This year's chinese new year... is a rather low-key celebration for my family. Well, that's because we're actually in the mourning period of my grandma's passing.
Firstly, I didn't have a regular steamboat reunion dinner. This year's was sooo much quieter. It was just me, dad and mum. Long gone are those days where the entire family of 15 people gathered together at a table - chit-chatting, eating and just feeding each other with the huge variety of food on the table.
Secondly, my cousins were all missing. They weren't around to spend this joyous occasion with me.
Thirdly, I didn't go visiting. I really miss the good old days where everyone was just plain happy. Even if it meant that they were going to incur losses just by giving out red packets. Namely, my own family. Coz I'm the only child and I only receive a red packet per household. Whereas, others who have more children will receive more than 1 red packet from my family!
Lastly, it wasn't Chinese New Year anymore, without my grandparents to visit.
Sigh... but thank God there is Calvin's Family. They showed me all that I thought I had lost. They made me feel a part of them, even though I was just a visitor. Their hospitality, just made me feel sooo welcome during this joyous occasion.
I got to spend time with Calvin's Granny and Grandpa.. his cousins and also his uncles and aunties.
Though I feel bad on missing out on my uncle's gathering - which was a last min plan btw and also not meeting my dearest cousins, Joelynn, Christy and Eunice today.. I still enjoyed myself a lot with a family that made me feel sooo comfortable.
I thank God for everything. For His Love, for showing me the love of another family & for bringing someone sooo special into my life - Calvin.
I guess that's coz they remind me of the past. The unhappiness that took place before.
Memories seem to carry a lot more hurt and pain than joy and happiness. So, often I wish I didn't have to have them at all. I don't know why I let memories haunt me though. They have become my nemesis ( i think this is the right word) and I just crumble the moment I think of something bad/sad.
Sigh... I need to constantly remind myself of the good memories. Those that made me laugh till i cried.. those that were so wonderful..................................
Gimme a hand if u can ya? Share/Remind me of the good times we had/ are having.. So that my memories won't be plagued with unhappy incidents..
